I reckon I'm still in a state of shock. Like, it feels like one of those moments in life when something SO drastic happens, it feels like a whole different life from like, yesterdayn even. ever feel that way? that's what I'm feeling this very second. like, can I even make myself believe this? it feels like I've jumped into a bucket of ice cold water, yet I'm still waiting for the chill. it's not coming. it didn't sink in, y'know? and tomorrow is another day of dreaming. I start nerd camp!
Well, I am nearly ready. got muh bags packed from moving and it's packed for caamp. well, I am super anxious and it's 2am, and I'd like to see how this month unfolds. y'all get the juicy deets.
Let's see, how to blog this day? it was definitely bittersweet, for me more since my family's ccoming back. I had my sad moments at random intervals during the day. it was quite sad, to walk down your front walkway one last time...to drive past your neighborhood one last time... (For awhile I guess).. to drive through the town you've lived in the past 4 years the last time as a citizen. whatever, I'm getting sappy. all I'm sayin is that it was difficult to leave.
But arriving was new. it was exciting, and different. and it's new, and slightly scary. but it feels like it could be home, too. we'll see how it goes. I am just SO glad it's only 2 hrs away!!!
Anyways. whatwe did was eat, unpack, etc. my pphones being silly....grrrr. this is for tonight.
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