Day 444 (6-23-11)-Talk About Bittersweet.

hey guys! its me, updatin' from the cell again. oh boy is this difficult, hahaha. well, isuppose we shall make do. was tough. wa
I do apologize though that I must make it rather short.

So...anyways..today. another day, done. another day here in this town  love, over. another day closer to leaving day. not to be melodramatic, because  know many have it worse, and yes i am grateful its only 2 hours away, but I am st possible to feel your heart like, painfully beating from eotional sadness or whatever? anyways... I totally appreciated TheJvids's super long post and pic!!!! it's awesome, go chek it out  :) ayways..

Good day, guess, aside from the bttersweetness. managed to do a tad bit more packing. oh gosh, me and my proccrastination always makes things difficult fer me. well my fam and I went out to eat, then shoPpin. we kinda havta eat out now, what with our table being gone and stuff haha.

Then home to pack a bit. headed to friend's home, just watched TV and did her hair and talked and on comp. headed home to eat dinner. now the hard part.

Went to other friends, where they were hottubin' it up. there, we hadda talk about the whole...situation. it was pretty darn emotionall. stuff was said, and in the end, we could not tell if we were wet from the hot tub water or the tears, laughing or crying. sigh. it makes you feel warm inside, knowing they know, and just seeing and feeling how much loves in the air. and yet you hurt inside for that veery reason, knowing you are leaving. so anyways. headed home with 2 certain bloggers who are very near 'n dear to me. in the car , we were like, all !jfnd¤euwqcndjec ish. haha. holding each other, cryin', being all <3y. :) these two peeps will probably read this, too. haha shoutout: HIIIIII!!!!! *waves* :)

Anyways, they r aawwshum. read their blogs :)
More tomorrow. late tonight!!